Sunday, February 8, 2009

No News is Just... Purgatory

I haven't had any dreams.  

I haven't done any shopping.

My agency is not providing any hope.

I'm just here.  

Frustrated with the whole process but still here.  I have friends that started the process with me being put on waitlist but not me...I can only wait until my time which apparently is FOREVER!!!!!!!  

I feel like I'm stuck in purgatory!  

Am I a tad bit annoyed?

Yup!  Purgatory.  Annoyed.  

Oh, well.  Even if all singles were grandfathered with the current waitlist Baby I probably wouldn't be home until the summer of 2010 anyway.  What's 6 more months right?  I'm praying for a late summer 2010 referral and picking my Baby Girl up Dec. 2010.  I don't even want to talk about the new rumors that all singles are going to be banned come Sept. 2009, that is just too much for me even to deal with at this moment.  

I guess it is just the fact that I am being told they can't and won't even look at my paperwork until the 2010-2011 court year that sits on a nerve.  

I just want my baby home!!!!!!!!

OK...back to regularly scheduled programing!  

Thanks for listening/reading.