Early this morning I prayed and decided to give it up to God. So much has happened and it has all happened for a reason. I know that and have always believed so why stop now just because things aren't going my way? He has never forsaken me before and will not now. His Grace and Mercy are so apparent in my life how can I be anything but humbled and grateful.
I've been on this path for over a year now; I was planning on submitting my dossier in the next few weeks so it would have been two years when Baby I came home anyway. Two years will move fast. Who knows what other blessings he will have in store for me during that time. I have a lot of things I need to do so I'll just get to doing them. I'm sure I'll still have pangs of sadness and want to rush the process but I'm good...God is working my life out.
All of the things I can look forward to doing for two more years:
- spending money on me
- fixing up my house
- working late
- dating (maybe finding a husband...lol)
- sleeping more
- not cooking for two
- working on my new blog (I'll post the link soon)
- starting to work towards my black belt
- living fabulously
Hey, the more I read this list I'm thinking I'm going to like this (smile). Maybe I'll get a dog.